Sunday, May 04, 2003
nyayks...we watched frankenstein kgbe!!! heeeksh, nice nman pla c frankenstein, eh!!! hekkk, wla lng!!! hehe...
wla...super saddddddddddd lng tlga... d koh na mki2ta si maan fer a looooooooooooooong time...shucks... haaaaaaaaaay...pno na DIKJIMA?!?!?!? dang... haaaaaaaaay...kaw pa nman konsensha nan grupo! hekkk, wla lng...Ö awwwwwwwwwww... i'ma misss you super kaduper so much!!!! har, wla lng... herewas her last message na: *cringe* (wla lng)..
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s0ri super l8
rply.. Thanks..
Mmis dn kta!: )
chka wg nga
tyo mgsalta ng
tpos.. D p nmnsure eh.. 50-50
chnces prn,
rem?..Exaj nmn
kc kyo mgreact
eh! :) prng
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mmtay nko..Pra
nman mei sars
ako! Nyway,,
kktouch nman
eh..: ) ahehe! : ) tc! : )
luv yah..
muah! =☼ cge..Als
tyo nla ione! : ) on
thurs ata eh..: )
hench, wlaaaaaaaaaaaaa lng...Ö shucks...by the way, name nya sa phonebook koh is "pwiti n pink." wlaaaaaa lng... hehe... humpf, mei gift pa nman akoh sknya! rar.Ö
hench, weirdo koh tlga...nubyan!
alis nren si alanna. shucks...
doesn't it just freak you out, the way people can just leave you anytime?!?!!? wla lng... i guess super kaduper scray lng tlga ung thought...kc i rely too much on people that i don't kmow if i'd even survive without getting attached to anybody. i guess it just goes to say na i CANNOT live alone. i love being with people too much. somtimes i just wana sit in a corner and watch people. i find comfort in that. wla lng... haaaaaaaaaay..
i miss my parents. they're still in cambodia.
omg!!! while abbiogee nd i were talking on the phone kgbe, we wanted to make bulabog people, tas we ended up talking to ate cara and dania!!!! isn't that great?!?!!? haha, wla lng...nyayks... super funnnnnnnnnnn,,,,haha! wla lng... yay! tpos, tpos, bka punta kme kla ate cara!!! haha.. ate cara is currently addicted to csi and is ranting about a super mahal csi dvd..hahaa...Ö suffer!!! *grin* jawk!!! haha! yay!!! punta tlga kme kLa ate cara! wench, lbooooooooooooo! haha...so there... tpos, tpos, mei plans rin kme nla daniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! wenkkkk, ang funnnnnnn nman!!! aha.. wench...post summor later...
...okay, now is later...
i cannot sleep. damn. i'm kinda pissed at everything right now, i don't know why. shit. i hae feeling this way, 'coz normally hte world is such an amzing place with amazing people...pero at times like these, ang crap lng tlga. darn...i hate being bitter, but i can't help it! shucks... wla lng.
something anica said a long time ago just suddenly seeped in. darn. i just realized how much i've changed. i dunno if they're good changes, but still. ang crap tlga... i mean, sometimes i really just wanna know what it is people might not like about me, so i can change it. kc parang.... argggggg... i can't explain! see?!?!? now i'm frustrated....there are just some things na... i don't know...make me feel bad, i guess. tas right now i feel like i really have no one to run to. i mean, don't get me wrong...i'm not the oh-no-i-have-no-friends-and-no-one-loves-me-god!-i'm-pahtetic-pity-me kinda person...but still.....parang right now i feel like someone's taking over my life. shucks, i am such a freak. damn... bsta.... i know people are always there for me, but i guess i'm starting to feel like i don't deserve all the people in my life. like, i'm not what people expect me to be. i don't know.
sometimes, people get used to much on seeing me all happy and bubbly like i usually am, and then i guess.................................................. arggggggggggg! whatever...
bsta... things really suck right now, the really do. darnit. i hate it when i feel so bitter about things. i remember once, i wasn't feeling good, tas my mom kinda yelled at me for looking like i did. i mean, what was that?! wla lng. do i look irritating, or something?!?!?! *smiles* damn... but seriously, the way my attitude bugs people bugs me more than it bugs them.
tapos, i hate it when people just start getting mad and angry at me coz i do the stuff i do, coz i like the stuff i like. i mean, it just friggin kills me the way people hate the way i really am. for no good reason. but oh well...sometimes when i get these inferiority complex whatever it is they call it, i start to wonder myself why people would even get attached to me in any way. i mean, there really aren't so much good stuff in me. damn...
i just wanna not know about stuff. i mean, don't you sometimes wonder how it would feel to e all innocent and stuff again?! i'm not saying na i'm no longer innocent, but yeah....not everything i've learned in my 13 (almost 14-jun 20!!!!) years is nice. darn. it kinda sucks the way i don't really have any place to go to whenever i wanna be alone. sometimes i even freak out coz of the times wherein i don't wanna be with people. i never really felt that way before now. shucks. i guess i'm just afraid of what i canpossibly turn out to be. wla lng.
god, i'm really sorry for even posting this really bitter and frustrating entry, but yeah...i wish someone would just understand. anyone.
i feel lost.
i feel like i am no good. at all.....
so there... forgive me for feeling the way i feel... please...
shout-outs muna:
biog: hey! ng miscol ka, ngmiscol din ako sa bhay nyo! wenk, la sumagot...shucks...
ione: i miss you. i need to talk to you. about stuff.....
boinx: friday, kapitolyo!!!
ate cara: hey! punta kme senyo...hekk, la lng..
ciao. sheeesh... i hafta get ovver this mood. gnyt.
->me<- (whoever the hekkk that is) *cringe*
wla...super saddddddddddd lng tlga... d koh na mki2ta si maan fer a looooooooooooooong time...shucks... haaaaaaaaaay...pno na DIKJIMA?!?!?!? dang... haaaaaaaaay...kaw pa nman konsensha nan grupo! hekkk, wla lng...Ö awwwwwwwwwww... i'ma misss you super kaduper so much!!!! har, wla lng... herewas her last message na: *cringe* (wla lng)..
Linked:
1/2
s0ri super l8
rply.. Thanks..
Mmis dn kta!: )
chka wg nga
tyo mgsalta ng
tpos.. D p nmnsure eh.. 50-50
chnces prn,
rem?..Exaj nmn
kc kyo mgreact
eh! :) prng
Linked:
2/2
mmtay nko..Pra
nman mei sars
ako! Nyway,,
kktouch nman
eh..: ) ahehe! : ) tc! : )
luv yah..
muah! =☼ cge..Als
tyo nla ione! : ) on
thurs ata eh..: )
hench, wlaaaaaaaaaaaaa lng...Ö shucks...by the way, name nya sa phonebook koh is "pwiti n pink." wlaaaaaa lng... hehe... humpf, mei gift pa nman akoh sknya! rar.Ö
hench, weirdo koh tlga...nubyan!
alis nren si alanna. shucks...
doesn't it just freak you out, the way people can just leave you anytime?!?!!? wla lng... i guess super kaduper scray lng tlga ung thought...kc i rely too much on people that i don't kmow if i'd even survive without getting attached to anybody. i guess it just goes to say na i CANNOT live alone. i love being with people too much. somtimes i just wana sit in a corner and watch people. i find comfort in that. wla lng... haaaaaaaaaay..
i miss my parents. they're still in cambodia.
omg!!! while abbiogee nd i were talking on the phone kgbe, we wanted to make bulabog people, tas we ended up talking to ate cara and dania!!!! isn't that great?!?!!? haha, wla lng...nyayks... super funnnnnnnnnnn,,,,haha! wla lng... yay! tpos, tpos, bka punta kme kla ate cara!!! haha.. ate cara is currently addicted to csi and is ranting about a super mahal csi dvd..hahaa...Ö suffer!!! *grin* jawk!!! haha! yay!!! punta tlga kme kLa ate cara! wench, lbooooooooooooo! haha...so there... tpos, tpos, mei plans rin kme nla daniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! wenkkkk, ang funnnnnnn nman!!! aha.. wench...post summor later...
...okay, now is later...
i cannot sleep. damn. i'm kinda pissed at everything right now, i don't know why. shit. i hae feeling this way, 'coz normally hte world is such an amzing place with amazing people...pero at times like these, ang crap lng tlga. darn...i hate being bitter, but i can't help it! shucks... wla lng.
something anica said a long time ago just suddenly seeped in. darn. i just realized how much i've changed. i dunno if they're good changes, but still. ang crap tlga... i mean, sometimes i really just wanna know what it is people might not like about me, so i can change it. kc parang.... argggggg... i can't explain! see?!?!? now i'm frustrated....there are just some things na... i don't know...make me feel bad, i guess. tas right now i feel like i really have no one to run to. i mean, don't get me wrong...i'm not the oh-no-i-have-no-friends-and-no-one-loves-me-god!-i'm-pahtetic-pity-me kinda person...but still.....parang right now i feel like someone's taking over my life. shucks, i am such a freak. damn... bsta.... i know people are always there for me, but i guess i'm starting to feel like i don't deserve all the people in my life. like, i'm not what people expect me to be. i don't know.
sometimes, people get used to much on seeing me all happy and bubbly like i usually am, and then i guess.................................................. arggggggggggg! whatever...
bsta... things really suck right now, the really do. darnit. i hate it when i feel so bitter about things. i remember once, i wasn't feeling good, tas my mom kinda yelled at me for looking like i did. i mean, what was that?! wla lng. do i look irritating, or something?!?!?! *smiles* damn... but seriously, the way my attitude bugs people bugs me more than it bugs them.
tapos, i hate it when people just start getting mad and angry at me coz i do the stuff i do, coz i like the stuff i like. i mean, it just friggin kills me the way people hate the way i really am. for no good reason. but oh well...sometimes when i get these inferiority complex whatever it is they call it, i start to wonder myself why people would even get attached to me in any way. i mean, there really aren't so much good stuff in me. damn...
i just wanna not know about stuff. i mean, don't you sometimes wonder how it would feel to e all innocent and stuff again?! i'm not saying na i'm no longer innocent, but yeah....not everything i've learned in my 13 (almost 14-jun 20!!!!) years is nice. darn. it kinda sucks the way i don't really have any place to go to whenever i wanna be alone. sometimes i even freak out coz of the times wherein i don't wanna be with people. i never really felt that way before now. shucks. i guess i'm just afraid of what i canpossibly turn out to be. wla lng.
god, i'm really sorry for even posting this really bitter and frustrating entry, but yeah...i wish someone would just understand. anyone.
i feel lost.
i feel like i am no good. at all.....
so there... forgive me for feeling the way i feel... please...
shout-outs muna:
biog: hey! ng miscol ka, ngmiscol din ako sa bhay nyo! wenk, la sumagot...shucks...
ione: i miss you. i need to talk to you. about stuff.....
boinx: friday, kapitolyo!!!
ate cara: hey! punta kme senyo...hekk, la lng..
ciao. sheeesh... i hafta get ovver this mood. gnyt.
->me<- (whoever the hekkk that is) *cringe*
i'm so far down, are you? *inna |
5/04/2003 07:03:00 PM
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