Sunday, May 23, 2004
10 guys i like:(in no specific order)
1. david beckham - no need for explanation, i presume.
2. freddie prinze jr. - i've had a crush on this guy for the loooongest time now. haha.
3. the drummer kid in school of rock. why? uhh.. coz he rocks?? haha.:D
4. diego luna - uhh, hot moves man! haha.
5. eric bana (in his portrayal of hector in the movie troy, who wouldnt wanna marry him????)
6. uhh, simba? haha. for like the first 13 years of my life, this (lion king) was the only movie that managed to make me cry. haha, aaand i have a crush on simba. yes, he's a lion but he's a friggin prince! that's a plus! haha.:D
7. hmmm... oh no! running out of hot guys!!!! haha, kidding. ryan philippe.
ack, no more. haha.:D
oh no. i've been feeling like crap a whole lot this week. i really don't know why. i'm so friggin emotional pa. yech.
i just fully realized na i never really open when i write in this blog. so what's the use??? haha. i'll try to change that... right now.
have you ever had someone call you a bitch? ever had people write mean things about you in public places? ever had a friend slap you in the face with words you know you don't deserve? well i have. i know these aren't the most grave problems someone could face, but still. they hurt like hell. and to think all these things have been done by so-called-friends. i guess now i have problems getting attached to people. coz i feel like they might hate me in the end.
shitter. and just like some cheap drama movie, the thunder rolls outside as the heroine feels the sadness welling up inside. and then..at the most precise time, the rain comes pouring down, harder and harder as tear after tear falls down the heroine's impudence.
ack, what hollywood mind i have. haha.
i hate this friggin storm. it's messing up people's lives. i mean, really. thinks of the many crops the farmers have lost because of it! and think of the many lives it's taken already. think of all the homes it has ruined. rar. this is what you get by having TOO socially-concerned parents. haha.
wow, my 2 kuyas just txted. haha, they're both concerned coz of the storm. wow.:D haha.. but then again i've been not-liking my other kuya a lot. hah.
i miss my barkada. i talked to tina earlier tonight pero she had to leave na coz they were going to watch a movie. rar. i miss my best friend. rawr. buuut, we're going out on friday.:D haha. so excited.
i miss my short hair. ack. i miss sophomore year, i dunno why.
rrr.. i gotta go.
*bounces off and jumps on the bed, ready for a sweet good night's sleep.
i'm so far down, are you? *inna |
5/23/2004 01:05:00 AM