Monday, June 07, 2004
my. head. hurts. like. hell.
haha. i feel like crap tlga. physically, emotionally, and spiritually. haha. i am mentally ill. God help me.
i wanna run away. i don't know if any of you have ever felt like this, but... it doesn't feel nice. and the sad thing is, i don't even know what i wanna run away from. see, i don't have any REAL problems. it's like.. no, it's not like anything. i can't even explain. rrr. i need a nice conversation with beatot or calysta. crud.
throb. throb. throb. that's my head. throbbing. hurting.
*i dare you to move, like today never happened.
once i think about it, i think i put myself down too much. hah. see, when i look at myself at the mirror, i see the blemishes. when i look back on what i've done in my life, i see the mistakes. and when i look at the people around me, i think "do they even really know me?". ack. i have to try to feel better. hah. inna is not faaat. (haha. jay-ar, it's working!!!) inna is smart. haha. inna is not ugly. God, i feel stupid. (ok, jay-ar... maybe it's NOT working. ack.)
there's so much stuff on my mind yet i don't know what the heck they are. eek, i repeat: i am mentally ill. hah.
i feel sick. i HOPE i get sick. hah. i don't like cleaning up and working. my mom makes me work. and clean. i don't like it. it's the last week of summer!!! i should be bumming around and going out! but noooo. we stay home. rar.
Forrest Gump!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
ooh, i love that book.
*can't bounce. head hurts TOO much. uhh, roll? haha. roooooll.
haha. i feel like crap tlga. physically, emotionally, and spiritually. haha. i am mentally ill. God help me.
i wanna run away. i don't know if any of you have ever felt like this, but... it doesn't feel nice. and the sad thing is, i don't even know what i wanna run away from. see, i don't have any REAL problems. it's like.. no, it's not like anything. i can't even explain. rrr. i need a nice conversation with beatot or calysta. crud.
throb. throb. throb. that's my head. throbbing. hurting.
*i dare you to move, like today never happened.
once i think about it, i think i put myself down too much. hah. see, when i look at myself at the mirror, i see the blemishes. when i look back on what i've done in my life, i see the mistakes. and when i look at the people around me, i think "do they even really know me?". ack. i have to try to feel better. hah. inna is not faaat. (haha. jay-ar, it's working!!!) inna is smart. haha. inna is not ugly. God, i feel stupid. (ok, jay-ar... maybe it's NOT working. ack.)
there's so much stuff on my mind yet i don't know what the heck they are. eek, i repeat: i am mentally ill. hah.
i feel sick. i HOPE i get sick. hah. i don't like cleaning up and working. my mom makes me work. and clean. i don't like it. it's the last week of summer!!! i should be bumming around and going out! but noooo. we stay home. rar.
Forrest Gump!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla
ooh, i love that book.
*can't bounce. head hurts TOO much. uhh, roll? haha. roooooll.
i'm so far down, are you? *inna |
6/07/2004 10:40:00 PM
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